MY VALENTINE HAS HALLOW EYES

Want to request a fic?
Give me a prompt and a pairing.
A Few quick guildlines:

1. I do NOT do PATD fic. Never have, and never will...unless halfPATD's next cd is totally awesome and non-Beatles-rip-offy. So for now, lets just say NO Panic.

2. I don't listen to any of the new "scene" bands. You know what I'm talking about. The ones who can't really sing or play an instrument but know how to work a computer. The ones who fucking LIP SYNC on Warped Tour. I don't listen to those bands, I have no respect for those bands, and so therefore I will not write fic about those bands. If I am asked to, someone will be bleeding.

3. I will always let you know whether or not I know alot about a requested pairing. If I don't know anything/very little about the pairing, please provide me with information =] It helps alot, whether its the band's twitter account, just random facts about the guys, whatever works.

4. I don't do anime stuff. To be on the safe side, I prefer not doing anything that has to do with published books. Lets stick to bandfiction...please and thank you

K. Now I'm done bitching. =] Just thought I would clear shit up before shit started.

( Prompt Under The Cut )

Based on a post I saw an a couple older journals, I've decided that to keep myself from putting myself on another hiatus, I'm going to try to challanege myself, and I need help from my readers.

Pick any character from anyone of my stories, and ask that character a question. It can be a random question or a question about the story. I have to comment back in-character. Lets see how this goes.


Link to my fic list ----> http://howxixdisappear.livejournal.com/28732.html#cutid1

Once again- I am going to be going through and fucking with things on here. Possibly tagging/relabeling stories so that they make more sense and are easier to keep track of... maybe writing some new stuff. I'm in the mood for a good chaptered fic.

here is an icon of Frank wearing a nice hat. I have a very similar hat to that one. It's very comfy and from rhode island.

If you have any suggestions on chaptered fics of mine that should be rewritting and/or continued, here would be a good place to tell me. Some shit may be deleted. I havent decided yet.

I HAVE RETURNED EVERYONE. WITH A REQUEST!
...Will someone write me a tentacle Waycest fic? A real dirty one, with mpreg...and self-impregnantion. because something about that turns me on.
READY SET GO. I WILL WRITE FICS FOR WHOEVER WRITES THIS FOR ME.

Title: Over The Ocean
Author: howxixdisappear
Pairing: Gerard Way/Frank Iero
Prompt: Ocean
Rating: PG
Summary: Go home. Go home. Go home.
Disclaimer: Once upon a time, a baby was dropped on her head. Years later, she wrote stories about the boys in MCR having sex with each other. This is one of those stories. Enjoy.
Warnings: A bit of angst, fluff
Author's Note: This fic was written for aghostsvoice. Because I'm all about self-pimpage, my prompt table where I am accepting story requests can be found here ---> http://howxixdisappear.livejournal.com/28732.html My challenge prompt can be found here: http://howxixdisappear.livejournal.com/30988.html Check. It. Out.

( Bring back my Frankie to me... )

Title: Restless Heart Syndrome
Author: howxixdisappear
Pairing: Billie Joe Armstrong/Gerard Way
Prompt: Reminisce
Rating: PG-13/R
Summary: Being a rock star isn't all that it's cracked up to be...
Disclaimer: Once upon a time, a baby was dropped on her head. Years later, she wrote stories about the boys in MCR having sex with each other. This is one of those stories. Enjoy.
Warnings: Language, sexual themes
Author's Note: This fic was written for westboundgirl. It's my first fic involving Green Day... hope this is okay! Because I'm all about self-pimpage, my prompt table where I am accepting story requests can be found here ---> http://howxixdisappear.livejournal.com/28732.html My challenge prompt can be found here: http://howxixdisappear.livejournal.com/30988.html Check. It. Out.


( I am my own worst enemy. )

Title: Sing It To The Tune Of Faggot
Author: howxixdisappear
Pairing: Mikey/Frank
Prompt: Fag
Rating: HARD R
Summary: "I'm not a fag, you know."
Disclaimer: Once upon a time, a baby was dropped on her head. Years later, she wrote stories about the boys in MCR having sex with each other. This is one of those stories. Enjoy.
Author's Note: This fic was written for and beta-ed by my wonderful girlfriend psychicfeeling. The title was stolen from "Faggot" by Mindless Self Indulgence. Because I'm all about self-pimpage, my prompt table where I am accepting story requests can be found here ---> http://howxixdisappear.livejournal.com/28732.html My challenge prompt can be found here: http://howxixdisappear.livejournal.com/30988.html Check. It. Out.


( I've Been Denied All The Best Ultra-Sex. )

Title: My Angel
Author: howxixdisappear
Pairing: Gerard/Frank
Word Count: 1,449
Prompt: Hallucinate
Rating: PG-13
Summary: It all started when the boy from Newark moved to my neighborhood. The boy with the angel face.
Disclaimer: Not real.
Author's Note: This fic was written for whatweneversaid, who NEEDS TO WRITE MORE HERSELF DAMMIT. Beta-ed by my wonderful girlfriend psychicfeeling. Because I'm all about self-pimpage, my prompt table where I am accepting story requests can be found here ---> http://howxixdisappear.livejournal.com/28732.html


( Gerard is the perfect name for an angel. )

Author's Notes: Five drabbles written for psychicfeeling. One fluff, four angst. Hope you like it.

Title: Eternity
Author: howxixdisappear
Pairing: Gerard/Frank
Word Count: 211 Words
Rating: PG
Summary: Even in the winter, when the heat wasn’t working and they didn’t have the proper attire to battle the cold, he was happy in that little old van.
Disclaimer: Not real.

( Prompt: Engaged. )


Title: Mary Jane
Author: howxixdisappear
Pairing: Gerard/Frank
Word Count: 145 Words
Rating: PG-13
Summary: And I'll always be second best
Disclaimer: Not real.

( Prompt: Stoned. )

Title: Murder City
Author: howxixdisappear
Pairing: Gerard/Frank
Word Count: 207 Words
Rating: R
Summary: The raven-haired whore adds it to his list. The body count grows, full of men who deserved it. Men who dwelled among the City of the Damned.
Disclaimer: Not real.

( Prompt: Dirt. )


Title: Goodbye Is No Good
Author: howxixdisappear
Pairing: Gerard/Frank, Gerard/Mikey
Word Count: 280 Words
Rating: R
Summary: They both knew Frank allowed it. He got lazy. He got depressed. And Gerard was lonely. But that doesn’t stop Frank from being angry, for being jealous.
Disclaimer: Not real.

( Prompt: Argument. )


Title: Take It Away
Author: howxixdisappear
Pairing: Gerard/Frank,
Word Count: 193 Words
Rating: PG
Summary: But after the crash, the fun was gone. After that accident, it was all gone.
Disclaimer: Not real.

( Prompt: Amnesia. )

Title: .Trust Me.
Author: howxixdisappear
Pairing: Gerard/Frank
Rating: PG-13
Summary: "He clutched my hand and heaved his last breath, his last words- "I trust you."
Disclaimer: Not real.
Author Notes: Just a short story I wrote after MCA testing today to break my writers block. There are more [[and much longer]] fics on the way. =]


( The World Is Ugly )

Title: Serendipity
Author: howxixdisappear
Pairing: Gerard/Mikey, Gerard/Frank
Rating: R
Summary: Therapy was thrown in. The invasion of his thoughts and feelings felt more like rape then having that man touching him did.
Disclaimer: Not real.
Author Notes: This is dedicated to Frankie psychicfeeling, who I love more than anything, and who also beta-ed this chapter for me. Sorry about the long wait. I've actually had most of this chapter written out for months and just didn't know how to finish it. I finally bullshitted my way through and here we are. =]
Warnings: Incest. Language. Attempted suicide. Death.
My Valentine Has Hollow Eyes
It Can't Rain All The Time
Like Angels On Fire
Slowly Turning Grey

( I'm Not That Kind of Guy )

Title: Oh! The Places You Will Go! [[1/?]]
Author: howxixdisappear
Pairing: Gerard/Frank Gerard/Bert Gerard/Adam...Gerard/everyone
Rating: R
Summary: Rock bottem never felt so good...
Disclaimer: Once upon a time, a baby was dropped on her head. Years later, she started making up stories about My Chemical Romance making sweet gay love to each other. This is one of those stories.
Author Notes: Thank you for those of you who read and commented the introduction. I'd like to warn you, however, that this is fairly different. There's no blunt humor or stupid rhyming; anything humorious is pretty dark, I guess.
Warnings: Homosexuality, swearing, drinking, drug use, sex, LOTMS-based issues being over-dramatized and added on to.
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( I think we need more beer. )

Title: Alcohol and Sex: A Love Story
Author: howxixdisappear
Pairing: Gerard/Frank
Rating: R
Summary: Rock bottem never felt so good...
Disclaimer: Once upon a time, a baby was dropped on her head. Years later, she started making up stories about My Chemical Romance making sweet gay love to each other. This is one of those stories.

( Feel the Love. )

Well, this is a video of me and my guitarist, Bee doing I Will Follow You Into The Dark last Sunday... we had about four days worth of practice and I was scared shitless because I've never done a slow song in front of people before. Fast songs, plenty of times. So the extra vibrato in my voice is actually caused from me shaking. XD

Title: On The Other Side Of This Jet Black Hotel Mirror [[8/8]]
Author: howxixdisappear
Pairing: Gerard/Frank
Rating: R
POV: Gerard's
Summary: Because death is much friendlier, much more welcoming than the truth. Death...is so much easier to achieve. And truth...I know that I might never learn it, no matter how hard I try, or how much pain I go through hoping to learn it. Thinking I know it.
Disclaimer: ...it's not real.
Author Notes: So, I doubt anyone remembers this old thing. It's pretty damn old, but I realized that I never posted the last chapter even though it was written almost two years ago. Better late than never, right? So here's the end. I can now officially say that I have finished a chaptered fic-woot woot.
Warnings: Abuse. Swearing. Insanity.
Previous Chapters: here

( Chapter Eight: Happily Ever After? )

Title: Serendipity
Author: howxixdisappear
Pairing: so far implied Gerard/Mikey, past Gerard/Frank
Rating: R
Summary: Mikey opens his own eyes again and decides immediatly that the scary place in the back of his mind is a place not to be visited again.
Disclaimer: Not real.
Author Notes: This is dedicated to Frankie psychicfeeling as always for being amazing. Also to blck_cherry for some awesome recommendations, which are partically beginning to be touched on in this chapter and will be continued as things progress. If this feels unfinished to you, thats because it is. This was all written right after chapter 3 was put out, but I wanted to add more to it...obviously that didn't happen, which is why this is only 4A. This part is a little more Mikey-centric, which might be the new plan for every other chapter. I need a sense of direction as to how this thing is going to pan out so it doesn't end up another Lost Chaptered Fic of mine.
Warnings: Incest. Language. Attempted suicide. Death. Not beta-ed.
My Valentine Has Hollow Eyes
It Can't Rain All The Time
Like Angels On Fire

( Slowly Turning Grey )

Title: .Pyromantic.
Author: howxixdisappear
Pairing: Frank Iero/Gerard Way
Rating: R
Summary: This kind of fire is different and it's spreading.
Disclaimer: Not real.
Author Notes: A writters-block killer. This is something I've been trying to write for two years, and never really bothered to sit down and give it an honest go until...now. Written in about half an hour while eating popcorn. Concrit would be awesome. Dedicated to Frank Iero for being my Knight in shining [mustached] armor.
Warnings: Pyromanic!Gerard, self-mutilation, language, mention of cancer, in poem-form.

( I'm Melting in Your Eyes... )

Title: Serendipity
Author: howxixdisappear
Pairing: so far implied Gerard/Mikey, past Gerard/Frank
Rating: R
Summary: "Where would you fly to?" Mikey asks, ready to catch the shorter man if he falls. Gerard is known to be clumbsy.
His eyes open and he looks up at the sky. For a moment, he says nothing and just stares thoughtfully. Then he looks back down and slowly continues to move forward. "...Heaven," He says.
Disclaimer: Not real.
Author Notes: This is dedicated to Frankie psychicfeeling as always for being amazing. The real authors note is at the end of the chapter. Beware: its long.
Warnings: Incest. Language. Attempted suicide. Death. Not beta-ed.
My Valentine Has Hollow Eyes
It Can't Rain All The Time


( Like Angels On Fire )

Title: Serendipity
Author: howxixdisappear
Pairing: so far implied Gerard/Mikey, past Gerard/Frank
Rating: R
Summary: “Why do you keep doing this to yourself?” He brushes his fingers through Gerard’s greasy, tangled hair. The color is fading back to its natural color.
“Dunno…” Gerard whispers, opening his eyes. They’re not the same eyes that Mikey had seen for the last twenty-something years. They’re bloodshot, tortured, and they make him look so fucking helpless… he is so fucking helpless. “I just feel like it.”
Disclaimer: Not real.
Author Notes: This is dedicated to Frankie psychicfeeling as always for being amazing. I'm staring to think that I might have to go beyond three chapters to get to the waycest, but I'm hoping not because the last thing I need right now is another full story on my hands. Again, this is my first Waycest, so concrit would be awesome. =]
Warnings: Incest. Language. Attempted suicide. Death. Not beta-ed.
My Valentine Has Hollow Eyes

( It Can't Rain All The Time )

Title: Serendipity
Author: howxixdisappear
Pairing: Gerard/Mikey, implied Gerard/Frank
Rating: R
Summary: “Why do you keep doing this to yourself?” He brushes his fingers through Gerard’s greasy, tangled hair. The color is fading back to its natural color.
“Dunno…” Gerard whispers, opening his eyes. They’re not the same eyes that Mikey had seen for the last twenty-something years. They’re bloodshot, tortured, and they make him look so fucking helpless… he is so fucking helpless. “I just feel like it.”
Disclaimer: Not real.
Author Notes: This is dedicated to Frankie psychicfeeling for being the Mikey to my Gerard and helping me write this fucker. I started writing this a few days ago at five in the morning, and somehow managed to incorporate my obsession with The Crow into it. The title, the cut, and the poem at the beginning of this story are all copied from the comic. Also, this is my first waycest, like, ever, so concrit would be totally awesome. <3
Warnings: Incest. Language. Attempted suicide. Frank is dead. References to The Crow.

( My Valentine Has Hollow Eyes )